!!Reflects
( Tuesday, April 27, 2010 )
Does working with a huge organization really promotes jealousy, hatred, basically anything that have to do with emotional sensitivities issue?
Ive heard that its all politics. I never believe it. But now Im seeing it.
Ive heard that its all bout ass kissing. I never beLIEve it. But now Im seeing it.
Ive also heard that its all bout team efforts. I always beLIEve in it, but Ive never seen it. everyones seems to be pointing away from themselves though.
I guess it really does reflects the real life. heh. ONE.
Labels: aku, hidup, karut, rants
!!need a 'effin' break
( Wednesday, March 10, 2010 )
these are the current list of movies that I wanna watch, or watch again.
how though to get all these at one time?
the list seems to be growing, hmm, I even get ahold of some of it already, but the list still grow,
Iron Man2
Up in the air
The Messenger
The Wolfman
From Paris with Love
The Invention of Lying
Whiteout
Pandorum
Paranormal Activity
All About Steve
The Brothers Bloom
I Hope They Serve Beer in Hell
Extract
The Crazies
Edge of Darkness
500 Days of Summer
New Moon
Ajami
Art of the Steal
Somers Town
Chop Shop
Man Push Cart
Drag Me To Hell
Tokyo Sonata
Sin Nombre
A Serious Man
World's Greatest Dad
Trick 'r Treat
Bad Lieutenant: Port of Call New Orleans
Taxi to the Dark Side
The Wrestler
Scott Pilgrim vs. the World
Date Night
The Good, The Bad, The Weird
Daybreakers
Peacock
Inception
Smart People
Mouth to Mouth
Holy Rollers
Super 8
Despicable Me
Toy Story 3
The Sorcerer's Apprentice
Eclipse
Dinner for Schmucks
The Last Airbender
Predators (2010)
Knight & Day
The Girl Who Played with Fire (Flickan som lekte med elden) (2009)
Winter's Bone
Killers
The Kids Are All Right
The Karate Kid (2010)
Cyrus
Ramona and Beezus
Get Him to the Greek
Countdown to Zero
Get Low
Robin Hood
The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo (Män som hatar kvinnor) (2009)
Please Give
Once Upon a Time in Mumbai
The Dry Land
The Extra Man
Solitary Man (2009)
Trash Humpers (2010)
Just Wright
How to Train Your Dragon
Just Add Water (2008)
Strange Wilderness (2008)
The Other Guys
Let The Right One In (2008)
Wall Street: Money Never Sleeps
Labels: aku, hidup, karut, rants
!!CONSENT
( Wednesday, December 16, 2009 )
18 Dec is public holiday rite? But I have to work. I HAVE to, not WANT to. Huugeeeeeeeeee difference. Lets break into conversation of what WILL happen. DAMNATION.
Them: You, you cool rite working this Friday?
Me: Yeah, its no big deal. Im not married, no girlfriend, parents were far away, its only my cousin getting married, not me. So yeah, Im cool working on public holiday. Make me work.
Them: You sure? You sounded upset.
Me: Me? Upset? What do you think? It’s a holiday man. Why don’t we work on Christmas as well? How bout that? Why not we work on New Year as well? Sure it’s fun then. Also, I would love to work on CNY holiday, that’ll be great. Better yet, why don’t we work, every second we were awake? Brilliant huh?
Really, I hope I have the guts to strike this kind of conversation with these people. WTF are they thinking, try to turn it off man. You work yourself like a milkcow, then in the end, you not enjoying your life. I dunno bout these people, but I don’t enjoy working on other people consent. Meaning? Aku x suka buat kerja org lain. I NEED A FUCKING BREAK, not a tea break, A HOLIDAY BREAK. Damn.
Labels: aku, hidup, karut, rants
!!Tumini
( Friday, September 25, 2009 )
"Maaf tak sopan.
Saya tak tau nak panggil apa sama kamu. boleh tak saye minta tolong. saye disini hampir 2bln. tapi toke saye tak bagi saye bagi kabar same keluarga saye. saya tau kamu org baik, jika bisa tolong bls surat ini ya? oya! macemana pulang kampung. sanang tak!
mane kase?nya dari kampung? masa saye tak dibagi. selamat hari IdulFitri ya!
maaf saye hanya bisa cakap lewat-kertas ini. sebab saye takut same toke saye?
saye minta tolong same kamu?
balas ya?
sekali lagi saye minta maaf - sebab tak sopan.
saye tunggu pukul 5.20. sebab pukul 5.20 saye cuci kereta di depan?
Trimakasih.
dari Tumini.
orang gaji"
umm, aku terlibat dalam sesuatu yang sepatutnya aku terlibat? apa patut aku buat? demit. aku balik lewat la arini.
!!Isu Amah tempatan gaji murah
( Tuesday, June 30, 2009 )
terbaca satu artikel dalam tabloid tempatan kita yg mengatakan rakyat tempatan bukan x mahu menjadi amah, tp gaji yg diberi terlalu murah, oh, gaji murah dijadikan alasan pulak? ya, kita amek org luar jadi amah kerana bayaran yg agak murah, tp bg aku, bayaran itu berpatutan untuk mereka yg berstatus amah.
Amah, salah satu kerja yg x memerlukan skill mahupun pendidikan yg tinggi, semua org berkebolehan menjadi amah, jadi, kalo mereka berpendidikan tinggi dan mempunyai skill yg tinggi, cari kerja lain, jgn expect nk kerja amah, boleh layan tgk TV, lepas tuh draw gaji mcm Profesional. oh no. that wont happen. nk amah gaji tinggi? kerja ngan majikan yg rumah dia 50k kaki persegi, nah, jenuh korg nk sapu sampah, mop lantai seorg diri
Masalah ngan org tempatan kita ni, terlalu mengangkat diri sendiri, ia bagus kalo ko berkelayakan, tp slalunya benda ni terbalik kut, ini berdasarkan pandangan mata saya sendiri, seorg storekeeper, berpendidikan x smpai SPM pn, PMR yg zaman dulu, org pggel apa? lupa lah, ha, dulu kerja angkat barang kt harbour, usia dah meningkat tua, xkan nk keja angkat barang lg kan? org bg peluang dia jadi storekeeper, bayaran mmg agak kecil kalo nk dibanding dengan gaji profesional, tp itu pn bayaran dia dah agak mewah kalo nk dibanding dengan bayaran untuk pekerja2 bukan tempatan. tp still dia x puas hati kerana budak yg baru masuk, gajinya lebih tinggi dari gaji dia. tp budak baru tuh berkelulusan Ijazah bidang Akaunting, jganlah nk dibanding2 gaji kau dengan dia, skop kerja masing2 pn lain2, tanggungjwb pn lain2, skang si dia nih dah berenti kerja, dan kerja apa skarang? jadi tourist guide, ada tourist, adalah duit, tourist xdak, mulalah menagih kt org lain, kan elok kalo dia tetap kerja kt tempat lama, stay lama skit, mgkin org bleh naikkan bayaran kau tuh.
kadang2 aku pelik ngan pemikiran korg ni, mmg org suruh berpikiran terbuka, tp bukan maksudnya buka untuk dibanding2 itu dan ini, terbuka untuk korg analisis, tp kalo korg sendiri matematik menengah rendah pn gagal, aku x expect byk dari korang, hah.
so, amah gaji rendah x patut dijadikan isu, mereka yg dtg menagih kerja di malaysia ni kdg2 bukannya berpendidikan pn, sebab tuh jadi amah, jadi kontraktor, kerja hard labour, diorg dibayar untuk masa dan tenaga yg diorg guna untuk majikan, kena paham, sebab tuh diorg digajikan mcm tuh, org kita, kalo kerja mcm tuh jugak, kenapa nk dimestikan digaji lebih kalo kerja yg dibuat tuh sama? skang kita byk lihat kerja2 remeh byk dimonopoli oleh pendatang2 luar, kerana mereka masuk Malaysia untuk mencari nafkah, dan mereka x berpendidikan, setakat tu sajalah org boleh bg. even ada yg dibayar lebih murah daripada pekerja tempatan kerana mereka snggup dibayar mcm tuh, dan sudah tentu majikan akan seronok membayar gaji yg lebih murah untuk skop kerja yg sama, cost effective, betol? saya percaya anda semua bukan bodoh sangat untuk berfikir, so x payah jadikan benda ni isu, sgt remeh, kalo anda rasa skill atau pengetahuan anda memerlukan bayaran yg lebih, JGN JADI AMAH.
sekian.
!!Forgot
( Friday, April 10, 2009 )
Rite now my mood was crushed, I was happy and cherishing my ‘work-free’ time, I was browsing the internet looking at games and movie trailers, but that one single fact had devastated my whole week, or it even seem my whole doings. Shit. It makes me realize where I was being placed, and I couldn’t say that I like the fact that much. What am I? Huh? Ughh, I hate it to the point that I’m regretting things that I’ve done. Help me please. Help me. All this feelings turn into rage, all this love turns into hate. I never wish this to be the end, but now, its seamless, can’t turn back again now. Can I?
People around me keep saying that I need professional help, but I don’t beLIEve in that kind of things, all I need is a shoulder to lean on.
How I wish I’m dead rite now. Kill me, the maybe all this will end. Maybe. KILL ME. NOW.
-END-
She's a maniac, maniac, I sure know, and she's dancing like she never danced before -Firewind : Maniac-
!!TUT!!!!!
( Friday, April 10, 2009 )
"tatut la tucing tu, x tomey"
yeah, sama mcm ang, x comey, pakai ayat tuh konon2 comey la? x comey aih, terencat ada, hoh.
!!You Ain't
( Monday, April 06, 2009 )
This entry was inspired by Chris Rock, well, most of the words are his, I just love this guy, and he speaks the truth. And, no offense ladies, this entry is just a joke, al least we could keep on pondering why eh? Heheh.
Who is the worst liar?
Men lies bout things like, “I’m at me friend’s house”
Women lies bout things like, “He’s YOUR baby”
Who lies a lot? Men or women? Let’s go through this together.
Women wore high heels, you ain’t that tall
Women wore make-up, your face ain’t that white
Women wore color contact-lenses, your eyes ain’t that blue
Women wore wonder-bra, your boobs ain’t that big
Women do wax, your body ain’t that hairless
Women wore tight dress, you ain’t that skinny
Women did hair-do, your hair ain’t that curly blond
Women do manicure and pedicure, your nails ain’t that shiny
Men shave facial hair, because corporate world don’t allow keeping them.
If they do allow, man, there will be Guru Pitka all over the place. Haha, sad sight ain’t it?
!!Fair? Usage policy?
( Monday, March 30, 2009 )
Aku tgh mencari service broadband yg dpt memenuhi kehendak dan memuaskan nafsu penggunaan internet aku, currently aku guna Celcom broadband service. Coverage, puas, speed, puas, usage policy, x puas. Apa ni usage policy? Capacity yg dibenarkan untuk kita guna dalam sebulan. Aik, kata unlimited broadband? Unlimited apa kalo ada usage policy.
tiga2 major player dlm Mobile Broadband industry kita dah apply usage policy, nicee…, yg paling best, mulanya Digi nk truncate dia punya usage policy untuk servis yg rm128, aku dah mula consider yg ni, tambah 30, bang, UNLIMITED. Tp harapan aku hancur, Digi pn dah apply usage policy, cuma capacity dah ditambah, sedih beb, tgk lah sendiri, 20 gig capped, untuk 198? Oh nono, not for me, huhu
Maxis pn aku ada consider, tp 3 gig capped, apa kes? Lg kemut dari Celcom, 3 gig ni apply untuk suma servis ke?
I quote
“Excessive Usage
5.3.1 Each customer’s total usage per month shall NOT exceed 3GB of data volume transmitted (total upload and download usage). This is to ensure that no individual hogs the bandwidth at all times.
5.3.2 Maxis reserves the right to reject the said application or charge for any additional data volume transmitted from what is already allocated.”
Hoho, wtf?
Actually, bg aku, Fair policy ni untuk benefit service provider je, aku bg contoh simple
Maximum bandwidth, 10 meg, 1 user 2 meg, so skang bapa user bleh masuk untuk 10 meg? Ya, 5 user dgn seorg 2 meg, User A,B,C,D,E . So user A dan B, byk pakai tenet, download and game, cukup capacity, diorg capped dia, tggl 1meg, contoh. So balance dlm bandwidth td ada berapa? Ya, 2 meg lagi, sorg ditolak 1 meg, cukup untuk lg seorg user, kan? Masuk lah lg User F, so skang untuk 10 meg bandwidth capacity yg sepatutnya untuk 5 user (seorg 2 meg) skang jadi 6 user untuk 10 meg bandwidth. Heheh. Kalo semua user A, B, C, D, E kena capped (1 meg seorg, jmlh 5 meg) diorg buleh make double the money with the same effort. Fair? NOT.
Also notice yg diorg buat ni based on cycle, maknanya, bandwitdth allocation tuh would never be that congested with that many user. Lagi contoh, sambungan dari contoh awal td, bulan pertama, A, B, C, D,E kena capped, free 5 meg kan? (sorg minus 1 meg), F, G, H, I, J dpt the rest of free capacity, bulan seterusnya, F,G,H,I,J plak kena capped, A,B,C,D,E plak dpt the rest of free bandwidth, convenient eh? Mmg keadaan x convenient mcm contoh yg aku bg, tp ini contoh, it does happens.
Ada apa2 lg yg ISP yg buleh aku consider? mobile only please. kalo bukan karena aku perlu mobile aku dah lama apply Streamyx, hah.
!!awak, lawak
( Tuesday, March 24, 2009 )
Mohd Hafiz: laptop dia 1899 baru
Mohd Hafiz: dia nk jual 1500
Mohd Hafiz: aku tgh consider ni
Mohd Hafiz: hoho
dean a: ic.
dean a: laptop ko laa ni da season?
Mohd Hafiz: season?
Mohd Hafiz: dah mati
Mohd Hafiz:
Mohd Hafiz: nak mati
dean a: oh..mmg kena beli laptop baru
Mohd Hafiz: aku heavy user
Mohd Hafiz: cd aku dah cabot, blutooth ko tau kan dah patah?
Mohd Hafiz: :D
Mohd Hafiz: slalu overheat
Mohd Hafiz: lain2 ok lg la
Mohd Hafiz: nanti aku pos kt blog aku
Mohd Hafiz: nk jual
Mohd Hafiz: :D
dean a: ahakz.. ko rasa ada tak yg nak beli
Mohd Hafiz: haha
Mohd Hafiz: ntah la
Mohd Hafiz: tp kena ada yg baru baru bleh jual yg ni
Mohd Hafiz: kalo xdak, parah ah
Mohd Hafiz: cmna nk fucntion
dean a: ahakz.. tepaksa la awak loan duit ayah
dean a: ah.. daymn.. ko*
Mohd Hafiz: =))
dean a: mcm mana terguna awak plak
Mohd Hafiz: adeh
Mohd Hafiz: semput aku gelak
Mohd Hafiz: demit
!!Kawan, Lawan, Sawan, Rawan
( Friday, January 02, 2009 )
Orang cakap aku sombong,
Ingat aku tak peduli?
Aku bukan sombong,
Cuma susah nak mempercayai,
Untuk kawan baru,
Jangan terasa kalau kita tak tentang mata,
Bukan aku tak mahu, Bukan aku tak suka,
Tapi aku pon susah nak kata,
Senang cakap, ‘segan’ kata orang utara.
Dari dulu lagi, aku dibesarkan sebegini,
Sehinggalah aku besar sebegini,
Masih dengan ajaran kapitalis dulu lagi,
Susah nak buang, ajaran org tua,
Kadang2 ajaran mereka berguna,
Tapi selalu nya kita ni yang xtau guna,
Senang kata, kita ni yang xdak guna,
Sekarang ni susah nk hidup,
Kawan jadi lawan, lawan jadi sawan,
Adik beradik pn kadang2 jadi sawan,
Masing2 nak naik atas awan,
Habes semua org kita tolak cawan,
Akhir sekali, lawan smpai rawan.
Mampoih.
!!Dreaming of Screaming
( Friday, January 02, 2009 )
That day I Dream of you,
That day I Scream for you,
That day I Dream of Screaming at you,
That day I Scream for Dreaming of you.
!!Aku bukan cinta mu……
( Monday, December 01, 2008 )
Aku bukan cinta mu kerana paras rupa mu yang ayu,
Kalau cintaku begitu, nanti bila kau kepudaran rupa,
Pudar juga cintaku kepadamu.
Aku bukan cinta mu kerana suara mu yang merdu,
Kalau cintaku begitu, nanti bila kau membisu,
Bisu juga cintaku kepadamu.
Aku bukan cinta mu kerana hati mu yang baik,
Kalau cintaku begitu, nanti bila kau marah berhasad dengki,
Marah dan berdengki juga cintaku kepadamu.
Aku bukan cintamu kerana ibadah mu yang sempurna,
Kalau cintaku begitu, nanti bila kau kadang-kadang terleka,
Leka juga cintaku kepadamu.
Aku bukan cintamu kerana senyum mu yang manis,
Kalau cintaku begitu, nanti bila kau sebak,
Sebak juga cintaku kepadamu.
Aku bukan cintamu kerana harta mu yang ada,
Kalau cintaku begitu, nanti bila harta kau tiada,
Tiada juga cintaku kepadamu.
Aku cintakan mu kerana kau kamu,
Bukan Siti Khadijah,
Bukan Aishah,
Bukan Saodah,
Bukan Zainab,
Bukan Zhulaikha,
Aku cintakan mu kerana kau kamu,
Aku ingin mendekati syurga,
Dengan kau menemani ku.
Aku cintakan kamu.
Labels: carut, cinta, dia, karut, life, rants
!!EPF rate reduction?
( Monday, December 01, 2008 )
did you guys read?, hoho,
I quote
"the reduction of the employees monthly statutory contribution rate from 11 per cent to 8 per cent, effective from January 2009 wage for a period of two years"
"Members of the Employees Provident Fund (EPF) who wish to maintain the employees monthly contribution rate at 11 per cent from January 2009"
from New Strait Times Online dated 1st December 2008
The keyword here, WISH, meaning it is optional, not compulsory, hehe, now we could see, if your company is making money, and still do the reduction, I'd say, they don't want you there.
See?, with the current rate, 11 per cent, out of RM100, you get RM11 monthly, that will sum up to 11 x 24, RM264 in two years.
The new rate, 8 per cent, out of RM100, you get RM8 monthly, that will sum up to 8 x 24, RM192 in two years.
There's 3 per cent difference, every month, for two years,
Take a 100, 3 per cent of a 100 is 3 rite?
3 times 12 equals to 36 rite? Then times it by two, it will be 72 rite?
Now, if you are being paid RM100 monthly, RM72 is the amount you will lose in two years if the reduction rate take place, get the picture yet?
Hmm, good news for those signing the cheque, bad news for those getting their cheque signed, heheh.
!!Kurikular vaskular
( Wednesday, November 19, 2008 )
Aku ada baca satu artikel dekat bloq sapa ntah, dia kata tumbuhnya universiti di Malaysia ni, mcm cendawan lepas ujan, paling senang ckp, mcm banjir kilat kt KL kalo ujan lebat, kejap ja, zummm, banjir, begitulah gamaknya, yg dia hiraukan sgt, kemunculan universiti sekalian2 yg x layak lgsung dipanggil universiti, hmm,
X percaya? Ini satu contoh, umum ya, x dak dituju ke sapa2, taun lepas kita kolej, tahun ni jadi kolej universiti, tahun depan kita universiti, apa yg sebenarnya membolehkan kita didefinasikan sebagai sebuah universiti? Yg aku pahamkan, sesebuah universiti, msti bg pendidikan tggi lepas sekolah dlm pelbagai bidang, ada penganugerahan sijil, dan mesti ada buat penyelidikan. Hmm, skang ni, byk universiti swasta, ada dua tiga kursus pengajian je
Adakah kursus2 yg diorg tawarkan ni, kurikularnya relevan dengan permintaan industri pekerjaan? Lepas tuh, mereka2 yg cuba mendapatkan pendidikan tinggi di tempat2 yg mcm ni, isk, berbaloikah dgn apa yg dibelanjakan? Kita semua dah pasti tahu, pendidikan swasta ni, harganya amat mahal kalo nk bandingkan dgn perndidikan awam, x kiralah mana2 peringkat pn, bandingkan sekolah kebangsaan dengan sekolah jenis kebangsaan, bandingkan kelas tambahan dengan pusat tuisyen, bandingkan uni awam dengan uni swasta, dari segi perbelanjaan, huh, letih nak dihurai, soalnya, adakah berbaloi?
Para ibubapa sudah tentu mahukan anak2 mereka mendapat yg terbaik, untuk masa depan anak2 sendiri juga, tp satu benda yg sgt janggal sekarang ni, kita sebagai pelajar, berhutang untuk mendapat pengajian, hmm, mmg x terlalu asing bg masyarakat kita sekarang, tp amat janggal kalau dipanjangkan isu ni,
Universitas sekalian mendapat pendapatan ataupn profit daripada bilangan pelajar yg mereka ambil masuk (admittance), bukan daripada bilangan pelajar yg mereka lepas keluar (graduates), pelajar2 yg x layak nk habiskan pengajian, kena habiskan duit sekali lagi untuk tamatkan pengajian dan bergelar graduan. Mmg jelas, pendidikan dah jadi salah satu jenis industri yg paling menguntungkan. Mgkin sebab ini kita dpt lihat percambahan institusi pengajian tinggi dlam negara kita sekarang. Dan mereka mendapat galakan dari pihak2 sekalian yg memberi bantuan kewangan, mereka yg membuat penilaian tahap pendidikan, dan mereka yg memberi penganugerahan pangkat taraf institusi pendidikan. Apa zaman sekarang mereka ambil kira taraf dengan berapa bilangan pelajar yg mereka ambil masuk?
Juga, setelah bergelar graduan, kita x usah sembang pasal kelayakan kali ini, cuma kita tgk pasal peluang, setelah bergelar graduan, adakah mereka semua ni ada tempat dlam industri pekerjaaan? Kalau ya, mengapa taraf penganguran makin tinggi? Kali ni kita x payah sembang pasal kelayakan, kita cuma sebut pasal peluang, kau, aku, dia, kita, mereka, adakah semua dpt peluang yg sama? Tanya aku, aku ckp tidak, kita x pernah dijanjikan apa2 selain penganugerahan sijil selepas bergelar graduan. Heh.
!!Istana Kayangan?
( Wednesday, November 19, 2008 )
Igt Ayah Pin ngan istana awan dia? Heheh, skang ni dia muncul kembali, jadi isu gila-gila pulak, siap ada pihak2 tertentu menuding jadi salahkan pihak bertanggung jawab x komited menjalankan tugas menahan si Ayah Pin itu. Aku mmg simpati pada tahap mentaliti pihak yg dok menuding jari tuh, mereka risau ramai lg yg terjebak, lepas tuh salahkan pihak bertangungjwb? Wajarkah?
Paling utama skali, sesiapa yg sampai terjebak ngan teori haluan kiri Ayah Pin ni, mmg kena masuk mengaji balek, gila ka apa? Kesah tuh yg jadi runsingan pihak2 sekalian, tp x kan smpai nk salahkan pihak x bertanggungjwb? Mereka yg bodoh mengikuti ajaran haluan kiri tuh patut kena ditegur oleh mereka yg terdekat, bukan saja nk serah ke jabatan agama, apa? x yakin dgn diri sendiri kah? Kita cuma xdak kuasa nk hukum, bg nasihat itu mmg jadi tanggujwb kita, tmbah2 jika mereka yg terjebak tu, dekat dgan kita, pahem?
!!Head On
( Friday, November 07, 2008 )
My 101st post, what a shame it has to be a rant. Demmit.
Well, word’s is that the Royale Bintang case is what causing me my job. Hmm, my company might already lose the contract to Royale Bintang system maintenance, hell, I don’t know the details, and I don’t even know if it’s true. The thing for sure is that I’ve already lost my job. Next month, I’ll be unemployed. Demmit.
But if my company really is putting the blame on me, I definitely go against that, hell, ever since I joined this company, ever since I knew Royale Bintang was a client, ever since I got involved with Royale Bintang, it spells nothing else but P.R.O.B.L.E.M. and is it my fault that my company lose the contract?
Well, if you don’t like long and boring story, refer to this post, it was a summarized version of what you’ll read if you continue reading. Heh.
Hmm, the story was somewhat like this, I was told to go and replaced a unit, a fucked up new unit with a newer one, mind you, both are totally differ in brands and method, so, I did. Then the plot thickens, when I was there, I couldn’t see any SSID from any of the new AP’s I’ve replaced before that day. Then it gets more interesting, yes, my company consultant cum supervisor (my self-entitlement to him) was there in the morning and he knew about this problem. Wow. So I did all I could trying to get everything okay again. I found out that somebody, SOMEBODY, had messed with the switches, the cabling were all messed up, and one of them switches were not functioning. This ‘faulty’ 24 port switch was not distributing IP like it should do. Haa, what can I do? I couldn’t make a replacement if I don’t have any switches with me can I? So what I did was, I plug in the DHCP server cable to the remaining 8 and 4 port switches. And it work, with limitation of course, not everywhere could get an access cause of the faulty switch. So, the end result was, I could see my SSID again, but not everywhere. Then, before I leave, I wrote a note attention to the head of MIS there, in the note, it say things like what did I do, and how to use the new controller unit. It was something like this;
{
Mr. X,
I replace that new fucked up unit with a newer unit.
1. go to the login page, choose Local Authentication
2. key in username: xxxx, password: xxxx
The billing is not used anymore.
My signature and name goes here
}
Ah, well, not every word was like that, but you get the idea, heh, and please bear in mind that it was 2am, I wouldn’t call anyone at that time, well, except the police maybe. I knew the next morning I would get yelled at. Ahah. But I don’t actually, eheh, I do get a call though, asking me to go and checked again. It was a Saturday morning, and I was already on my way to a friends wedding. So I said I couldn’t go, I also told them if it’s later in the evening perhaps I could make it, or even if not, I will go the day after.
Yes, I understand their business involved a lot of public, and they would want to save face, but I suggest this, employ an in house technician, you had an MIS division WITHOUT ANYBODY IN IT, what the fuck? And the head, what was he doing? Yes, he did what everybody else would on a free day. What he didn’t do is stop yapping when it’s his ass on the line, yeah, who would like their ass being chewed on rite? I don’t either.
To continue with the story, he then calls, another he also calls, even he also calls, but hey, sorry dude, couldn’t make it, sorry, maybe later. So they take this as a no-show. Now, it’s my ass on the line. Heh. Luckily, my colleague is there to save the day, he went and saw that there were looping at the 24 port switch. Damn, no wonder it didn’t distribute IP’s. So, they say this was my fault; I’m incompetence and am not committed in doing my job.
Hey, ten points. Goddamn. He even told my colleague to plug in back the fucked up new unit. Ta-dah, my colleague was a hero, and I’m a fucked up uncommitted incompetence no-showing zero. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t one bit blame my colleague, not one bit. I mean, he saved me, he solved the problem. I just don’t like the blame that my company is putting on me.
I quote from my post
”And get this, is it not that I DON’T WANT to go, I CANT. You get that? CAN NOT. CAN’T. Perhaps the matter I’m attending to is none important to you, but hell, I CANT. Period.”
Yes, I couldn’t go. I COULDN’T GO. It’s totally different from I DON’T WANT TO GO. Try to fucking understand this simple matter.
While my ass was getting chewed on, he talked bout company would pay those who work on weekend, shit, fuck that, what, you think I thought that you wouldn’t pay that I didn’t go? I’m not the likes of you. If on that unfortunate day, I was lying on my bed naked doing nothing, I’d be happy to go. Lalal lala lala. Ah, well, maybe I wouldn’t be happy, but I’ll go, no question asked.
So then, the company loses the right to do maintenance, and here I am ranting about why I lost my job. Some say it wasn’t a big deal, but it is to me. I’m beginning to like this company, and now this. Ah, it’s been how many years I didn’t shed tears, not even when my grandpa died, but today I did. Twice.
Even so, I had a little something to say, stop kissing so much clients ass, then maybe, only maybe, you would have a little time to look into your employee’s charity. Then also maybe, just maybe, your employee would want to share a dinner table with you.
Anyhow, thank you for all the opportunity given, and fuck you if this is the main reason I’m being lay-off.
!!Perubahan
( Friday, November 07, 2008 )
So, Obama calon parti Demokrat dah jadi Presiden US. Tahniah. ini menunjukkan rakyat US dah sedia menerima perubahan. harap2 dengan kepimpinan beliau, hapus segala diskriminasi terhadap minimalis2 dalam negara dunia ketiga. harap hapus juga perang 'anti-keganasan'. harap hapus juga Islamophobia di kalangan negara2 di dunia. dlam kepimpinan Presiden yg sebelum ni, US dah hilang kredibiliti dan respek dari byk negara2 lain. harap kepimpinan baru ni bwk banyak perubahan, bukan saja dalam negara, tetapi secara universal.
Kita rakyat Malaysia bila lagi? aku mmg dok berharap ada perubahan, igt, Obama tu rakyat Amerika yg pilih, kita pn boleh buat mcm tuh, kita pilih kepimpinan, bukan kepimpinan pilih kita, ya? Yes, we can.
Kita pilih kerajaan untuk wakilkan kita. aku bukan anti-kerajaan sekarang, aku bukan pro mereka yg anti-kerajaan sekarang, cuma aku x suka, dan aku nak ada perubahan. kepimpinan sekarang pon masing2 dok baling kepala org sendiri, lepas tuh pakatan pon sama2 x setuju dengan ahli dalam pakatan sendiri. apa ni? mcm ni nak pimpin org kah? bg aku, baek pegi mampos. memang manusia x sempurna, tp kepimpinan mesti jadikan yg terbaik. yg skang kita dok nampak, yg berhaluan kiri mahupun yg berhaluan kanan, dua2 yg lebih nampaknya buruk daripada baek, jahanam, aku, dia, kita dan juga mereka.
yes, we can.
!!Hujung Jalan
( Friday, November 07, 2008 )
Aku smpai di hujung jalan,
Tak kan nak terus menunggu di hujung jalan?
Berpatah balik tidak boleh dijadikan pilihan,
Aku kena bukak jalan baru untuk aku lalui,
Tapi, aku tak tahu jalan mana patut aku pergi,
Perlu aku belok kekanan, atau,
Perlu aku belok kekiri?
Ada sesiapa atau apa-apa yang boleh menjadi arah tujuan aku?
Aku tak mahu lama-lama disini,
Celaka.Celaka.Celaka.
Mungkin aku boleh tamatkan perjalanan ini?
Jadikan mungkin.
Sungguh. Jadikan Mungkin.
Sungguh. Jadikan Mungkin.
Perjalanan ini yang tamat dihujung jalan.
!!Nafsu, Amarah, Airmata, Darah dan Dosa
( Sunday, November 02, 2008 )
jalani kehidupan harian,
buat keputusan dengan Nafsu,
bukan dengan akal macam orang luar biasa,
bila kita dikekang, dihalang, dituduh,
Amarah mula membuak-buak, mahukan pembalasan serta keadilan,
pabila tindakan diambil, berseorangan mengalir Airmata,
kerana dorongan Nafsu, Amarah dan Airmata,
Darah ditumpah membasahi lantaian bumi,
hidup aku mmg bergelumang dengan Dosa
