Arini kena sound lg, demmit, kali kedua aku jadi alpha dog, niceee, pasal apa? Pasal aku x feedback and rectify the problem, bullshit, dlm dua2 kes, aku ada rectify problem aku, and aku X DPT SUPPORT, NOT FROM ANYBODY I'M SUPPOSED TO, fuckin A,

For this recent so called accident, I work my ass of during nighttime, without dinner, until 2 in the fuckin morning, I got home almost 4 in the morning, just to get yelled at during 8 in the morning, well, at first it was a HARDWARE FAILURE, then suddenly it became a HUMAN ERROR, and that human is me, fuck me? Yeah? Before I leave, I even left a note attn to the head of the IT dept. It was 2am, you want me to make a call during this time of the day? I don’t think so either.

And get this, is it not that I DON’T WANT to go, I CANT. You get that? CAN NOT. CAN’T. Perhaps the matter I’m attending to is none important to you, but hell, I CANT. Period.

Talking bout how I’m not determined for the job. You don’t know shit. READ. YOU DON’T KNOW SHIT. If I am not determined doing my job, I WOULD have done fucked U all up by now, eh?

Pound me all you want, hate me, detest me, do all you want, but saying I’m not doing my job, when I actually did, it pisses me off the most. FUCK YOU! Twice. Demmit.

I wish you would read this. But guess not, heh, even so, I’m fucked up.

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