Rite now my mood was crushed, I was happy and cherishing my ‘work-free’ time, I was browsing the internet looking at games and movie trailers, but that one single fact had devastated my whole week, or it even seem my whole doings. Shit. It makes me realize where I was being placed, and I couldn’t say that I like the fact that much. What am I? Huh? Ughh, I hate it to the point that I’m regretting things that I’ve done. Help me please. Help me. All this feelings turn into rage, all this love turns into hate. I never wish this to be the end, but now, its seamless, can’t turn back again now. Can I?

People around me keep saying that I need professional help, but I don’t beLIEve in that kind of things, all I need is a shoulder to lean on.

How I wish I’m dead rite now. Kill me, the maybe all this will end. Maybe. KILL ME. NOW.

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She's a maniac, maniac, I sure know, and she's dancing like she never danced before -Firewind : Maniac-

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