- HEAR me -

I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take
Or are you blind and seeing nothing?

-Bullet For My Valentine : Hands Of Blood-

My heart is worn out to keep beating
My lungs exhausted by all this breathing
My mind's too tired to keep grieving
My throat is too sore for more screaming
My eyes too swollen for more weeping
My wounds are too dry for more bleeding
My blood too drained for more streaming

-Sentenced : My Slowing Heart-

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!!Crown me king, be my servant
( Thursday, July 20, 2006 )

rite. salam. this week I really don't feel alive. i'm somewhat getting sick doing my training here. feels like wanna lepak home all the time only. arghhh. its a training only, already start to feel sick, dem, hopefully, my actual working days environment is not like this. sheet.

rite now i got nobody to talk to, man, why do you think i'm typing here at this time of the day? man, nobodies here are in the same track as i am, even when to communicate with people i have to use 'saya' 'awak', its not like i'm talking to a girl, arghh, 'ang' 'aku' had been completely thrown away, even worst, these student here keep on calling me 'abang', wtf? i've never told them to address me like that, we are not in a much year gap man, even my youngest sis doesn't address me as they all do, haih

watever it is, i still got how many days to go through all these? man, let it go on fast, i don't think i could stand all these long enough, soon i'll be 'weng', i'm gone.

!!2nd month of training
( Tuesday, July 04, 2006 )

salam. wow, been a while already since i post anything in here, heheh, bosan with this thing already, hmm, it's my 2nd month of training d, how many months left aa? dem, bosan sit here doing nothing man, all other youngster working here also gone d, gone back attending uni, haih, even Shikin left me here alone, huhu, sedey, why do you this to me?? haha, kidding only, watever it is, most of the time i feel boring, feels like bringing my PS2 here man, luckily i got 23 PCs here complete with internet connection, all for me alone, haha,

today my supervisor is not in, my bos?? he never in man, heh, so today i'm abit free, hmm, happy birthday to my sis, tomorrow is her birthday, this year she got a nice birthday present man, a laptop, jaga leklok, jgn qheja dok bg mampoih ja, haih, later all my friend will all be gone attending uni back, no more lepak2 mlm2 tgk bola, no more jln2 cari awek, no more jln2 kacao bapok, huhu, i'll be here alone keras to the bone, sheet man, wei, ampa rajin2 aa balik sini aa, bosan aku dok sini sorang2 nih, nanti bley turun pdg besaq lg skali, haha, hmm., watever it is, Italy will win this year World Cup. Forza!! I'm gone.