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I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take
Or are you blind and seeing nothing?

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My lungs exhausted by all this breathing
My mind's too tired to keep grieving
My throat is too sore for more screaming
My eyes too swollen for more weeping
My wounds are too dry for more bleeding
My blood too drained for more streaming

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!!Close My Eyes.
( Tuesday, March 14, 2006 )

Salam, i was having phone talk with my father just now, and that conversation had ruined my almost-good mood for today. now i'm very sure that he doesn't even listening to what i was talking about, not just in that particular cons, but for almost every cons that we had. I told him that i will be going on an industrial training, or to be precise, a practical next sem. I ask him whether I can have my practical at my cousin's computer shop in Langkawi, he told me to try and work under other people, not just depends on relatives. Ok, that was a good point, i can accept that. So, i ask him whether he has any recommended company for me, he told me to find it meself.

So, I put my name under fac's placement, and i was confirmed to go on practical at Institut Pengurusan dan Teknologi Utara. Who knows what they've been doing there, i choose that place just because it was near to my house and I know how to get there ( who wouldn't? ). But, my father didn't want me to go there because his friend had told him that that is a place where Siamese would go to learn English (thnx a lot, hah), what kinda joke is that? they went to Institut Pengurusan dan Teknologi Utara to learn English?, now i dunno what to do. My father wanna send me to Penang (dem), or worst, Kay Ell (fak). Man, i thought telling this to my father would get things better, but it turn out otherwise, I totally regretted that i told him. Aii, sakit pala, we'll see how la then. Shiet. Later.