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I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take
Or are you blind and seeing nothing?

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My lungs exhausted by all this breathing
My mind's too tired to keep grieving
My throat is too sore for more screaming
My eyes too swollen for more weeping
My wounds are too dry for more bleeding
My blood too drained for more streaming

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!!Karutnya Media, Bodohnya Kita?
( Monday, June 30, 2008 )

arini nk menulis skit, tentang kelebihmahuan, or kesukaan setiap individu dgn media yg mereka utamakan, pg td, aku beratur kt kaunter nk beli minyak, org agak ramai, masa beratur tuh, byk jugak org kita beli tabloid pilihan utama warga Malaysia, yes, Harian Metro, heh, ramai, bg aku, Harian Metro adalah akhbar tabloid yg dipenuhi dgn aktikel2 sampah, ok, mgkin ada yg kata akhbar2 lain dah dicemari pengaruh politik, or lebih tepat aku kata, dibayar utk melebihkan satu2 pihak, tp, merujuk kepada tajuk muka depan akhbar bertarikh 30 Jun 2008, Utusan Malaysia, byk cerita pasal kes sodomi DSAI, manakala, Harian Metro, berita pasal pembedahan selaput dara? Apa ni? Dan Harian Metro jd pilihan warga Malaysia terutama bangsa Melayu golongan bawahan dan pertengahan, dari segi intelektual dan mentaliti, bukan dari segi status dan kedudukan. Kita bagai diletakkan dibawah tapak kasut sendiri. Huh, mmg, NSTP Group ada dua lagi akhbar utama, iaitu Berita Harian dan News Strait Time, tp, Harian Metro yg merupakan kontribusi jualan utama kepada NSTP Group, sedih bukan?

Masalahnya, kita nak anak2 Melayu menerajui masa depan, tp dgn media massa yg mcm ni, disuntik dgn racun2 sosialisme, aku berani kata, tahap intelektual anak2 muda xkan pergi jauh mana, jgn nk kata akhbar2 lain pn sama, jgn nak berbalah, cuma aku rasa pendedahan Harian Metro tuh bg aku, x perlu pn, aku rasa informasi mcm tuh bleh kita dapatkan dri media alternatif seperti melalui artikel, majalah atau buku. Yg malangnya, akhbar tabloid lah yg jd pilihan warga Malaysia terutama bangsa Melayu. Itu saja dah dedahkan betapa rendahnya mentaliti bangsa aku ni, perlukah aku bersedih? Aku jijik dgn semua ni.

Pilih lah apa yg kita nk baca, jgn la rendahkan maruah sendiri. Daripada dok baca Harian Metro, baek baca Dragon Ball, haha. Aku x kata salah baca artikel Harian Metro, aku cuma nk pesan, jgn baca Harian Metro saja, baca jugak yg lain2, ini syok dok baca Harian Metro, benda2 lain kita abaikan? Baca semua, yg mana buleh, baca, jgn biarkan artikel mcm dlam Harian Metro harini meracuni minda anda dan anak2 anda, kalo mak bapak ampa bwk balek Harian Metro ja hari2, sepak pungkuq depa, soh depa bli yg laen2 jugak, xpon ampa sendiri yg p beli, xkan ampa mau adek pompuan yg baru darjah empat baca pasal selaput dara? Kan? Pikirkan lah, aku baca Harian Metro jugak, tp aku x berenti kt situ, ok? Sekian, ludah racun sosialisme yg merosak minda, ludah kegemelutan dan konspirasi politik yg akan hangat dua tiga mggu ni, ini semua boleh dikira sebagai sampah jugak, amek dan buang,

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!!Episod 2 : Pembahagian Subsidi yg Amat Gila
( Sunday, June 29, 2008 )

yosse, igt lagi janji aku beberapa mggu lepas? Yes, ini sambungan kepada rentetan kenaikan harga minyak, heheh, dah lama aku plan nk tulis, cuma xdak perasaan ja, so arini smbil bermalas2an, aku tabahkan hari untuk mengorak jari jemari aku menaip entry yg aku anggap, ramai dah naik meluat mendengarnya, ahak,

so, subsidi diberi semula, dlm bentuk wang tunai, kenderaan biasa bwh 2000cc n 4wd bwh 2500cc layak dapat subsidi RM625 setaun, motor plak dpt RM150 smpai bapa cc ntah, itu aku x amek peduli sgt. Heheh, dgr cash money, suma umat manusia warga malaysia overjoyed, nih la aku kata depa ni desperate nk puaskan hati suma org, hoho, depa? Depa la, ampa tau la depa sapa. Lepas pengumuman bayaran balek dibuat, berpusu2 org p beratur nk collect duit subsidi, collect cash adalah satu yg agak gila aku kata, pos opis plak kena dok stok cash byk2 sebab nak bayaq subsidi, hoho, kalo la org p rompak pos office pg2 seblom depa mula beroperasi? Kita pn well aware, pos opis ni security x mcm bank, lgpon depa stok nonsequential unmark punya cash, kalo kena jack, for sure kaya raya para perompak itu, ahak, ini bukan perkara main2 ok, soon, something bound to happen, until today, kita xdak dgr apa berita pn, Alhamdulillah la, tp still kena jga2,

lgpn, dgn segala mcm ebanking yg skang ni ada, segala bill2 aku dok setel online, xpenah beratur dah nk bayaq bill, suma selesai online, idea bangang depa plak, kita kena p beratur nk collect subsidi, hoho, tp cash punya pasai, 1st saturday tuh, ampa igt g? Mcm gila jdnya kt pos2 opis seluruh negara. Haha, power of the money, sure, ada yg memerlukan duit tunai, tp kebanyakannya hanya mahukan duit tunai, x perlu sgt pn. Tp marah kt kerajaan punya pasai, amek p la, keperluan dan kemahuan adalah satu yg berbeza, anda perlu bernafas utk hidup, anda mahu mkn sedap2 sebab nafsu, ok?

Jugak, aku rasa pemberian subsidi patut lebih perpandukan penggunaan, bukan berpandukan berapa byk kenderaan aku miliki, setuju? Kalo aku ada kreta tokwan aku yg cukai jln dia x penah renew smpai sama umur ngan aku, tup2 lepas nk bg bayaran tunai, aku bleh p renew roadtax aku dan collect cash, haha, rompakan subsidi secara x terus, tp depa yg nak bg, depa x penah pkir ka benda2 cmni? Kalo org yg ada 70 kereta (jumlah yg agak melampau, tp mgkin berlaku), dan kebanyakannya disimpan sebagai koleksi (mgkin diguna secara berkala), dia bleh collect 70 x 625, kira sendri, kegilaan yg terang2 nampak, awat depa x pernah terfikir benda2 cmni? Lgpn, aku amat pasti yg pembayaran balik subsidi tunai ni x mencukupi keperluan mana2 pihak, kdg2 aku pn guna minyak lebey dri subsidi yg depa dok bg (semak entry bertajuk Rentetan Kenaikan Harga Minyak), huhu, Ini suma buat keputusan terburu2, n pak2 turut yg x berani nk ckp apa2, heh, keputusan mcm ni dah mcm kapitalisme, bukan lg demokratik, apa, depa x isukan benda2 mcm ni dlm dewan rakyat kah? Depa sembang carut apa dlm tuh?

lgpn, kalo lah betoi nk bantu rakyat, kalo kita entiled utk dpt cash subsidi tuh, x buleh depa tolak cukai jalan kreta aku? X payah aku dok p renew utk tiap2 taun, depa bleh tolak income tax, n apa2 lg cukai yg aku kena bayaq, aku leh paham mekanisme perlaksanaan akan jd rumit, tp, pemberian subsidi tunai mcm skang ni x selesaikan apa2 masalah, tmbh pulak aku dgr mcm2 khabar angin yg pemberian subsidi tunai ni menguntungkan pihak2 tertentu, aku tatau plak tang mana yg leh untung, atau hanya sekadar khabar angin pihak2 yg anti kerajaan, aku x tuduh sapa2, kalo ada kebenarannya, awat takut nak dedahkan? Takut ampa punya position n kepentingan di kompromi? Hah, igtlah, ampa tau berita betoi, tp dok senyap2, sama mcm bersubahat, so xyah nk kondem mana2 pihak, pasai ampa under the same guilt level, heh,

n yg paling kureng menyenangkan, mula2 aku dipahamkan yg subsidi tunai ni diberi secara tahunan, tp ada pihak yg kata, pembayaran balik tunai ni hanya satu kali, sapa2 tau kebenaran berita ni? Enlighten me, n I'm out.

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!!New Template, yosh
( Sunday, June 29, 2008 )

yossa, templates updated, haha, nice eh? thanx to Dancing Sheep, you'll always be in my heart, few amendment to be made later on, nk edit gambaq sket, eheh,

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!!Rentetan Kenaikan Harga Minyak
( Tuesday, June 17, 2008 )

almost 3 minggu harga minyak naik, and harini dah hari keberapa depa bayaq subsidi? Lost count, depa bukak jugak hari ahad ek? Ahak, desperately trying to satisfy everone's need. Not gonna happen. Increasing the level of hate-o-meter toward them, ah hell, you guys know fairly well, this 'them' iam referring too. And yes, damn them. Hah. So, this entry aku saja nk post general economical breakdown for those depending direly on bahan bakar petrol yg mmg membakar. Hoh

let us stick to these facts

1. My car consume like 12 litre per 100 kilometer, its not an exact figure, but its almost like that

2. Current petrol price, RM2.70 perlitre, thus making us get 18.6 litre for every RM50

3. Previous petrol price, RM1.92 perlitre, thus making us get 26 litre for every RM50

4. Making a difference of RM0.78 perlitre.

5. We are being subsidize by RM625 per year for every car lesser than 2.0cc, im entitled to this.

6. After doing several calculation, I could say my average expenditure on petrol is RM400 per month, making it a total of 8 times RM50 fillup in a month. Note that it was all before the price hike.

And lets make an assumption,

lessay I just travel to and fro my office everyday, cost me like RM20 on petrol per week to make up for a total of RM100 for five weeks (a month). This figure are much2 lesser than my average expenditure though. And ITS NOT GONNA HAPPEN. Except if I walk though. Heh

so for the current petrol price, take this as the best case scenario, RM100 per month for petrol, still

we spend RM1200 per year. And we are subsidized by RM625 per year, making the difference RM1200-RM625 = RM575, we have still to cover.

and the litre we get for RM1200

RM1200/RM2.7perlitre = 444litre

with the old subsidized price of RM1.92, we get to pay

444litre x RM1.92 = RM852.48 per year

the current price make we pay RM347 more per year than the previous price even on the best case scenario.

As for the subsidized value of RM625 per year, it could cover up to only 231.4 litre per year. What about the rest 212.52 litre? Yes. THAT is the amount we have to pay on our own. And yes, it is RM575 per year now. Heh. Note that this is the best case scenario for a car owner. Still we're being robbed.

So they say, walk, or take public transport, or ride a bike, or naik beca, whatever, this is only made possible if our destination is near our drop out point. It is impossible to commute on public transportation for those that had to travel around. And think about those doing logistic, courier, stockist, busses, taxi even, they rely on petrol to get the job done. So? Thinking that there are no breakeven point in all these matter make me wanna puke. Huh. Fuel price hike are making a chain reaction to everything. Everything went on a hike, except fuel consumption itself. It went down by 30%, good for those who could afford to make a change. Rob the gov subsidy, and go on public transport. Haha. Its our right to do so. Wait for my next episode of 'Rentetan Kenaikan Harga Minyak : Episod 2' heh.

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