- HEAR me -

I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take
Or are you blind and seeing nothing?

-Bullet For My Valentine : Hands Of Blood-

My heart is worn out to keep beating
My lungs exhausted by all this breathing
My mind's too tired to keep grieving
My throat is too sore for more screaming
My eyes too swollen for more weeping
My wounds are too dry for more bleeding
My blood too drained for more streaming

-Sentenced : My Slowing Heart-

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!!Bottom to top? Top to bottom?
( Wednesday, December 12, 2007 )

2nd week for me serving Innatech. Haha, this all seem like a joke to me, even masa aku dok praktikel kat IPTURA lg aku rasa mcm aku buat keja. At least over there I know what I'm suppose to do. Kat sini aku jd mcm rusa masuk kampung, ikot ja apa org ckp, x yah mimpi la nak bersuara. Bukak mulut kutuk2 org bleh aa, haha, demmit. Hmm, maybe because they think I'm still green, budak baru la katakan, haha, fak. Either way, I feel fine being treated like this though, they would never know how I really am, heheh, diselubungi misteri gitu, haha. Not to mention aku ngan sorg budak lg is the youngest here, yep, 22 is the youngest, huhu, even diorg nye storekeeper yg nampak cm 16 tuh dah actually 25, dem. Huhu. Seb bek aku x cucuk jarum lg, XD. Eh, xleh2, aku kene diselubungi misteri, mana bleh cucuk2 jarum org kompeni sendri, xmo2,


N arini aku heard something new, post aku rupanya xyah travel sgt, kdg2 ja, rupa2nya yg aku dok folo slalu ni dak2 technical customer support, phew!! am I reLIEved? Am I? Duh. Hah. Hari ni kali ke2 aku rasa nak chow dari sini, bosan cam aram, aku pn tatau la, aku mmg nak wt network, tp aku never expect things to be like this, shiet.

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!!Crime with protection!
( Thursday, December 06, 2007 )

Its only the 1st working week for me, but, goddamn, aku dah spend half yg aku ada, demmit. Aku ada buat rough monthly spending estimation, and I don't like it a bit, shit.


See, keja aku ni kena byk travel, byk travel, byk spending, byk spending, byk abeh duit, duit abeh, parah ah. Lessay aku dpt 1000 a month, k? Ini bukan the real payment yg aku dpt, just an example, I make 1000 a month, and aku spend +-300 utk travel, travel ni aku just include minyak and toll, aku x include site parking, then lessay aku spend 10 utk mkn sehari, sebulan +-300 kan? N parking utk tmpat keja, lessay 5 perday, working days ada 20 hari ja sebulan, so total ada dlm 100 btoi? Kalo pkai monthly pass pn dah 80 sebulan, so total sebulan for the worst case scenario, 300+300+100 = 700++, gaji 1000, spend 700++, tggal 300++ ja, walopn spending utk travel bleh claim, aku just ada 600++ ja sebulan, sewa? bill api ayaq? Keta? PTPTN? EPF? Lain2?


Jem, kalo cmni la, parah beb, xdan aku nk simpan duit pn, demmit, xdan smpai tgh bulan duit dah xdak, tggu claim? Huhu, bulan depan baru dpt balek, bulan ni aku nk mkn apa? Aku suka keja sini, keja pn fun, membe2 ramai, bos ja kureng sket, tp aku x tahan spending duit kt sini, like shit ah, ni aku dok tulih ni ngn perot kosong, lapaq, nak cut cost punya pasai, duit dah xdak, tggu claim bulan dpan ah baru dpt, demmit, jem ah cani, bleh ka aku tahan dok sini lama2? Aku heran cana memembe n kazen2 aku leh survive sini, depa gaji five figures kot?, haih, saket2. Spending money for other things when u need it most is like being blood sucked out by a vampire, and get pissed by it in the face summore. FCKITAL! I am aut..like always. Dolla, dolla, dolla bill ya'll, they rule everything. Ex Nihilo Nihil.


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