- HEAR me -

I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take
Or are you blind and seeing nothing?

-Bullet For My Valentine : Hands Of Blood-

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My lungs exhausted by all this breathing
My mind's too tired to keep grieving
My throat is too sore for more screaming
My eyes too swollen for more weeping
My wounds are too dry for more bleeding
My blood too drained for more streaming

-Sentenced : My Slowing Heart-

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!!Permulaan Satu Pengakhiran
( Saturday, September 30, 2006 )

Salam. Kali posting lam bahasa ibunda skali g la, hehe, ikot nasihat seorang rakan, walopon dia sendri pakai bahasa modern science untuk blog dia, tp xpa, apis x kesah, heheh, skang aku da abes praktikel, tp belom setel sepenohnya la, report x buat g, presentation pon lambat g, haih,

Bajet nak turun mlk la sat nanti nih, dlm 5 atau 6 aribulan, tp xtentu gak la, kalo x jd nak wat cana, mlk ngan AS bukan nya dekat, kalo cam jarak p kola kedah ka len la gak, huhu,

So, kat sini aku nak ucap terima kasey la kat suma rerakan yg membantu aku physically or mentally, kalo ampa x tolong, aku tatau la apa nak jd kan, hehe, tima kasey la jugak kat IPTURA pasai kasi can aku praktikel kat sana, kt sana la dpt rerakan baru, tima kasey En Noor pasai byk membantu, tima kasey kat En Amir pasai jd rakan saya, satu2nya rakan staff kat IPTURA, huhu,

K la, lastly nak ucap selamat berposa, selamat berbuka, selamat bercuti, selamat bekerja, selamat ari raya, dan segala bebenda len yg selamat2 belaka, ingat aa, merah tanda berhenti, anda mampu mengubahnya, raya nanti mai aa umah,

pagi pagi pegi perigi
pegi perigi dgn cik keri
bgn sahur di awal pagi
berbuka plak mase tgh hari..

hauhauhau, jgn jd cam nie.... , ok, I’m gone

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!!Deafening Silence
( Monday, September 11, 2006 )

Salam. Hmm. Feel like writing abit tonite, provoked by the NST Spotlight Article entitled Cyber infidelity comes to Malaysia. heh. This things is nowhere new man, its been awhile already, but now only people tend to know more bout this thing, so it were brought up,

Neway, all these happen mainly cause of mentality. Imagine, you’re a newly married couple, how come you so easily lost interest for your spouse eh? hey maybe it all started just for syok2 rite? Same as me, I chat with random people in the chatroom, talk bout numerous topics and some do turn out to be that kinda sexual intimate, hehe, I admit it, no kidding, and some even wanna meet me, without even knowing who I am, wow, I’m amazed, its easy for a one-nite-stand partners nowadays eh?

Referring to my previous post, people could easily fabricate a new personality to suit the chatting partner interest, you see? I could even be a girl, and chat with a horny guy. Pics? Ahh, I could get various girls pics from the net and declare it was mine. How bout it? I couldn’t even sure whether the people I’m chatting with are for real. How should you know? You tell me, heh. For me, chatting is just for killing time.

Back to the main issue, for me, searching for online partner is kinda nasty. What? There are no more women around you? That’s why you result for an online partner izzit? Pity you man. Heh. Maybe people would address chatting as another medium of communication, another option beside phone. Rite2, correct. Nothings wrong with that. But, the issue here is, you’ve already married, and still looking for an online lover, wassap with that? Like I said, its all because of mentality, I’m hoping so I won’t be one of them. Hmm. Wateveritis, should you lead a good life with your spouse, all these won’t be happening though, unlikely. K? Rite. I’m gone.

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!!Merdekakah?
( Monday, September 04, 2006 )

Salam. Kali ni nak posting dlm bahasa ibunda la plak, kerana topik kali nih agak menarik sket, heh, so aku posting dlm bahasa ibunda dgn slang utara, k? Kali ni nak cita pasai merdeka sket, tergerak hati nak cita pasai merdeka nih lepaih dgr khutbah jumaat lepaih, tajuk khutbah pon sama ngan tajuk posting aku nih,

Khutbah ada sebut pasai kita nih, org Malaysia la umumya, org Melayu kita la khasnya, masih blom lg merdeka dari segi akainya, mentality tuh, kita nih terlalu leka dengan hiburan2 yg menghantui dunia la nih, kita lagi suka dok amik tau pasai artis2 dripada amik kesah pasai adik bradik, anak branak, dunia, ekonomi, politik, benda2 yg akan efek kehidupan kita, benda nih betoi, mmg bleh nampak, aku pon dirasuk dgn hiburan jugak, x mau la aku nafikan, haha, tp aku x dak la sampai amik kesah suma crita depa, x dak gheja, depa bukan kenai aku pon, aku dgr lgu depa ja, yg len2, abaikan, haha,

Dlm khutbah tuh pon ada crita, kemerdekaan kita nih hanya dipermukaan saja, depa dok tunjuk hok baik2 saja kt kita, depa kata kita merdeka, hidup aman damai, x dak pertelingkahan, x dak masalah perkauman, heh, itu suma mmg di permukaan saja, depa yg golongan atasan kita dok sebut nih, mmg la kita bleh nampak suma ok, suma tuh lakonan, depa nih pelakon hidupan dunia, Dlm komuniti golongan2 biasa, kita bleh nampak camna sebenaqnya, kadang2 kita2 sama2 kita pon x bleh setuju kan? Sama la dengan depa, depa pon org mcm kita gak, heh, k? tp yala kan, depa nak org ikot mcm depa, tp, ramai mana sgt bleh lengkapkan keinginan depa tuh?

La ni mcm2 ekstremist berhaluan kiri kita bleh nampak kan? majoriti depa tuh sapa? ampa sendri pon tau kan? So, lagi skali la aku tujukan soalan nih, merdekakah kita? Heh.

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