- HEAR me -

I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take
Or are you blind and seeing nothing?

-Bullet For My Valentine : Hands Of Blood-

My heart is worn out to keep beating
My lungs exhausted by all this breathing
My mind's too tired to keep grieving
My throat is too sore for more screaming
My eyes too swollen for more weeping
My wounds are too dry for more bleeding
My blood too drained for more streaming

-Sentenced : My Slowing Heart-

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!!Confirmation?
( Monday, March 27, 2006 )

Salam. I receive an email from my advisor just now, telling me to go and collect my confirmation letter at FIST office, ahaha, lucky. This mean that I couldn't change my placement anymore, ahaha, lucky. But, haven't yet told my father, i wonder how he will react to this. Hope he won't call MMU regarding this matter, haih. Hey, don't underestimate my pop ok, his information line is so damn strong, for those who know my father, they'll know what i meant.

Anyhow, i've already bought a digicam yesterday, a Canon A530, for RM880, and i'm really puas hati with it. hehe. don't feel weird when you saw a fat boy keep on snapping picture of almost everything, ahaha. hey, its the first day of possesion, still feels excited bout it ok? ehehe.

so akak Syikin, nanti kite keje same2 aa ek? hehe, jadi rakan sepejabat, itupon kalo diorang letak dalam pejabat la kan. eheh. okes. adios. peace. Salam.

!!Our Truth
( Tuesday, March 21, 2006 )

Salam. I email my Industrial Training advisor yesterday regarding the problem that being aroused by my father. Guess what? Now even my advisor is pissed off with me. Sheet. Arghh. Tekanan. Don't give me that it was my fault, i didn't ask my advisor to let me change or anything, nope, nothing like that, i just ask him ( yeah, its a him, i won't tell who is it though, hahah) to tell me the detail bout IPTURA, and i ask him for the phone number of IPTURA. Hmm, i bet he misunderstood me la. or perhaps my email was somewhat rude, hahah, dem. haih. masalah sungguh.

Here i post the reply of my email.

I quote "I shortlist you and confirm you based on your choice. Furthermore, I confirmed you on the 09 March 2006, which was two weeks ago. I don't think you can change or find substitute in this case. You have signed the letter for the faculty placement. You can't simply change the company since we have confirmed you based on your choice. If you still insist with your decision, I think I will need to advise you to drop or I will black list you. "


Uhh, deep huh? heheh, hope he will not mark me or anything. haih. Problem keep arousing one by one. sheesh. I've email him back already, apologize and everything. Watever it is, i can use the point that i couldn't change placement already, againts my father. Somehow i think that the email had lessen my burden abit even if my advisor was pissed off by me. Sir, sorry again and thanks. Okes. Adios. Peace. Salam.

!!Close My Eyes.
( Tuesday, March 14, 2006 )

Salam, i was having phone talk with my father just now, and that conversation had ruined my almost-good mood for today. now i'm very sure that he doesn't even listening to what i was talking about, not just in that particular cons, but for almost every cons that we had. I told him that i will be going on an industrial training, or to be precise, a practical next sem. I ask him whether I can have my practical at my cousin's computer shop in Langkawi, he told me to try and work under other people, not just depends on relatives. Ok, that was a good point, i can accept that. So, i ask him whether he has any recommended company for me, he told me to find it meself.

So, I put my name under fac's placement, and i was confirmed to go on practical at Institut Pengurusan dan Teknologi Utara. Who knows what they've been doing there, i choose that place just because it was near to my house and I know how to get there ( who wouldn't? ). But, my father didn't want me to go there because his friend had told him that that is a place where Siamese would go to learn English (thnx a lot, hah), what kinda joke is that? they went to Institut Pengurusan dan Teknologi Utara to learn English?, now i dunno what to do. My father wanna send me to Penang (dem), or worst, Kay Ell (fak). Man, i thought telling this to my father would get things better, but it turn out otherwise, I totally regretted that i told him. Aii, sakit pala, we'll see how la then. Shiet. Later.

!!changes
( Wednesday, March 08, 2006 )

salam, been doing some changes to the interface of this bloq, though it was not much, i bet you guys don't even notice it if i didn't mention bout it, heheh, i don't have the skill to totally amend it, so, i'll let it gradually undergo my mod skill, hey, i'm still learning ok? dem.

been listening to The Absence lately, another melodic metal band, from where? i was asking myself the same question, they were not that famous, so i couldn't provide any link or reference about them, but i would like to state here, its a band worth checking out, if you guys have a chance to listen to them, try out their hit song, Heaven Ablaze, me, i listen to this song only, and straight away fall in love with them, haha

btw, what happen to MMLS today? been trying to access it since evening, until now still couldn't access it, tomorrow i'll be attending class with nothing at hand.....again......like always, hahaha

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!!The Black Waltz
( Saturday, March 04, 2006 )

salam, wohoo, Kalmah had released a new album, The Black Waltz, man, it gained the first in the top 20 2006 album at MetalStorm.ee, i know it is still in the first quarter of the 2006, but this album straight away gained the first rank, i've heard some of the songs, and it is nice, man, while others band who had gained popularity start releasing shitty2 album, Kalmah is not affected by that factors, their previous album was good, but this one is much2 better, still in progress to 'get' the album though, heheh

i'm telling you, for those who havent try out Kalmah, check 'em out, it's definitely worth it.

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